mindrays...

The Lovely Miss Daisy ~
07/11/00

I totally understand and I dig what you’re saying about not caring anymore or trying to be happy or even being happy being unhappy. I can relate. I’ve been there for awhile now.
I think that’s what called comfortably numb. I think it’s a good yet dangerous place to be.
At least you’re (I’m too, but for sake of the way things are said) we stay content and not bitching. You’re not being obstructive and not bringing anyone else down. I at least hope that you hope for more, for deeper, richer life perhaps someday. You know like don’t give up?

Maybe it goes back to the “circle” we’ve discussed. I know I’ve made a few through my experience in my mind, my third eye visions and calculations and even when I tripped on acid. I feel complete by the things I’ve learned. Even though one thing I learned is that I’m not really complete at all. Now does that make sense to you?

I’ve really enjoyed getting your mail, baby. It makes me smile and makes my day. I say to myself that girl is cool and in my world that’s a compliment. For what it’s worth.

I don’t know how much more I can write to you. I’m not getting along with my folks. Don’t forget me. Send me your smiles and all your sensual kisses.
And don’t ever stop dreaming, with kaleidoscope eyes ~ Mark

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we miss you daddy!

Amen ~

04-13-09

Dear Dale,

It will be
What ever it is you’re looking for
It will be
What ever it is you need
It will be better
Even though I know you’re not sure
Remember the rain even comes down
In Shargri-La
Look up as it soaks into your skin
And remember who you are
Come on home
When the road you’ve been walking gets too long
Don’t be scared cause the grass
You thought was greener isn’t there
You can come on home
If you find the sun don’t shine through
Every window
If you find the moon light night
Still makes you blue
If you find out why you feel
The way you do
Glance over your shoulder boy
You know I’ll be there
I’ve found you in the past you know
Sometimes life isn’t fair so…
Come on home
When the road that you’ve been walking gets too long
Come on home
My sweet baby
I love you so… Freya Elizabeth

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